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Michelle's avatar

Thank you so much for sharing. You're not alone in having those feelings. You said a lot of what I spent years longing for. You're very loved.💜

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Ashton Bones's avatar

Been thinking of you Emma. I know it’s vulnerable but feeing that grief is good. My second miscarriage I became so numb it was scary. I pray you will get your rainbow soon 💜

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

thank you, Ashton!!!

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Erica's avatar

This hit so hard in the feels. Beautifully beautifully expressed and so raw, I can feel your emotions through the words. Wishing all of this for you.

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

thank you so much, Erica

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Jordan Byrd's avatar

In tears after reading this. This is something I craved as much as you after very similar losses. And I finally got it after two chemical losses. I hope you get to feel all of the amazingness and discomfort that comes with growing a baby soon. <3

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

me too, Jordan. me too. <3

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Whitney Phinyawatana's avatar

Thank you for sharing this perspective. I can't wait to talk you through feeling shit and fluctuating hormones, and finding bathrooms in the middle of our walks because you're about to pee your pants, as we go at your pace. <3

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

you're the best. i can't wait to make you walk so slow.

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Deanna Kaneshiro's avatar

I feel this so deeply. I’m going through a similar time--thank you for putting all this heartache into words. ❤️

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

<3<3<3

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Samma's avatar

This will be so lovely for you to have to look back on in the future. Truly. Made me cry - in a good way. Sending hugs and ❤️❤️❤️

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

thank you, Samma!!!

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Maggie Higgins's avatar

Am I allowed to say that I’ll be soooo happy when you feel like shit? Love you, love this, obsessed with the realness and the bits of your humor that peek through ❤️

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Emma Golden Miller's avatar

of course you are. i want everyone to wish the worst for me in that regard :)

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